I know 90% percent of you will. :shrug: Besides, this journal is more a diary entry than, well, a journal one.
Cause I was not born to be capable of the love I have experienced. I was born to be numb, like my dad, who let's just say loved child pornography. I have placed a restraining order against him now, but I should be numb as ever from the experience, right? That's what I thought. So when I love someone more than the world, it's hard for me to admit. But less hard to give in to the simple fact that it had surprised me like finding out Hell exists just as it's too late would....
No, I'm not in love. I'm only fourteen-- I wouldn't k